tired of being pessimistic

it's time i have faith in Him and myself :) it's time i actually believe that with His help i can do this :)

i've been playing solo for quite a while coz i thought i am supposed to go solo. i forgot i'm not alone.

let's do this Bro :)

>>btw, this is not because i just had my recollection. this is the effect of my mom on me. LOL. she's been bugging me that i've been trying to do things on my own when i should give Him some space in my life to help me. pessimistic me somehow managed to kick up my pride level and make me think i can do this alone. so now i've pulled myself back to earth and reality once again, i hope i keep grounded and i am determined to stay with Him :)