been a while. SRSLY

so my journey continues. in a few days (i am hoping that) i'll officially be a 2nd year med student. woohooo :) i can't wait to get my hands on that pathology book :D oh, and surgery too!! :D and let's not forget pharmacology :D

oh promotions, please be good to me. my baguio trip was a blast except for the van's ACU breaking down, my plan to critique different restaurants won't happen coz i didn't get to visit what's on my list, and that my memory card got corrupted... if that's what it takes for me to be promoted, i accept it... with all my heart. hahaha! :P

tired of being pessimistic

it's time i have faith in Him and myself :) it's time i actually believe that with His help i can do this :)

i've been playing solo for quite a while coz i thought i am supposed to go solo. i forgot i'm not alone.

let's do this Bro :)

>>btw, this is not because i just had my recollection. this is the effect of my mom on me. LOL. she's been bugging me that i've been trying to do things on my own when i should give Him some space in my life to help me. pessimistic me somehow managed to kick up my pride level and make me think i can do this alone. so now i've pulled myself back to earth and reality once again, i hope i keep grounded and i am determined to stay with Him :)

oh the irony ❤

i forgot i have a blog. just remembered i have one when i "stalked" someone. tee-hee-hee.

and because of that act, i am fully culpable for breaking my heart :p ok, it's not broken. just bruised. nadapa lang ako. hindi nahulog :p [almost fell for it though.]

reason for this blog: i just find it ironic that i got a bit of confirmation while studying the ❤.

i love you, goodbye.. kyle asked why i still have your pictures in my ipod. i don't know why. i think it's time to free up some space :)

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

rockstar moment

i am highlighting a 45 yr old book. yeah boi.

.aftermath.

after blogging last monday night, i went to the restroom to pee. and then i got locked inside. as i turn the knob, it fell off. i know, WOW. and just my luck! that was the first time i didn't bring my mobile phone with me. but obviously, i was able to get out... after 12 freakin hours. oooooh yeah. i'm now a bit claustrophobic. and i don't wanna see my bathroom door. if only i could have it removed, i would. hahahaha!

oh. and the whole universe is probably LOL-ing at me til now coz since i was locked inside til 1030 or 11am, i missed my anatomy class and they had two quizzes. those quizzes usually serve as the attendance. WOW TALAGA.

i tried what i could to set myself free (haha. oo, set myself free talaga) i tried to dismantle the remaining parts of the knob... i also tried to insert my finger to see if i could hit on something that would retract that thing that connects the door to the wall... i also tried to "break" the door. after 12 hours, i was able to get out of that horrible place by LITERALLY crying out loud. thank you kuya henry for hearing me when i was calling out for help. :D

my parents, after not getting any response from me for 3-4 hours, were relieved to find out that i am still alive. i could still hear my mom's shaky voice (in my mind) when i got to talk to her on the phone after getting out. their travel time from home to here was longer than the time they stayed with me. i didn't even get to have lunch with them coz i'll be late for dissection. i was still lucky, i guess.. if there was a power failure that night, i would've died of suffocation or heart attack.

this is how my door looks like from inside now (i told you i tried to do something to set myself free):

when i got out, i had (just) enough time to pull myself together, review a little bit for dissection, take a bath and go to school. this is me after dissection:

this is my hand with bruises on the palmar surface and blisters with bruises on the pollex:

(other digits also acquired blisters near the nail area.. and oh yeah, my manicure was ruined. haha)

and this is what i have to do to relieve the pain on my right hand... COLD COMPRESS! hahahaha!

.been a while.

ooooh yeah. i gots my name plate this afternoon :D too lazy to take a picture coz i'm sick. hahahaha! [but i just got back from Tagaytay. toinks] hahahaha.

evals next week!!! i wish to get an extremely high score!!! :D

first evals.

rawr. first evals. hahahahaha! anatomy! yeh. yeh. i didn't own youuuuuu. fehkerrroooooooo.

lecture - that was ok.

practicals - zomgwthmfbbq!!!!! :|

so i guess i could say.. 'nuff said? :P

then i got this "message from God" via fb app:

On this day of your life, Kathy, we believe God wants you to know ... that you can be an echo of your past, or the glory of your future.
	Past is connected to future through the present. At this very moment, at every moment, you are choosing to carry on the past with all its troubles on your shoulders, OR to let it go and see bright future pull your forward. Choose wisely.

so i'm choosing to let go and just move on to studying for the subjects tomorrow. and well.. yeah. babawi talaga ako next next week.

yep, evals again next next week :)

i'm also very thankful for being blessed with great parents who understood me and said "ganyan talaga. kaya mo yan. aral ka lang"

ohhhh. i got my whites already. wore them to school today. lookit :D